alright. dearest ms germaine tan yin lin is not feeling well YET AGAIN!wahhh..damn pissed..when can all this crappy 'not feeling well' thing ever stop?!?!why do i keep on getting such bad headaches?!and wadde hell!i almost FROZE to death this morning..UNDER THE SUN!!!OMG!i duno what's the damn problem with me..oh well i left school early to come back to rest. that means i missed tutorials. means i got lots to catch up. wadde hell..i hate this. this yr hasn't been a real good start. maths test today was screwed..from the START. yea..i studied for it. in fact i re-did my tutorial..but its like..NO USE???hate it.
council life is like starting to get more interesting and fufilling..hmmm..but at the same time..it means having more to do..means there's a need to really manage my studies and council work well. hmmm...everything's piling up. i really don't freaking know where to start from. i seriously wun wanna disappoint anyone. especially my parents and some teachers..boooo...but how?how can i do it the most efficient way?i'm still experimenting. blahh.
yeaa..right now..i jus wanna be able to catch up with the rest..and at the same time squeeze out time for my piano. boooo....i miss playing the piano like how i did last time.
buddy..i duno why..but i suddenly thot of the times in chiangrai where we were together all day. and i seriously miss that.=(( i will find time to talk to you soon. even if i have nothing to tell u in particular..jus plain crapping would make my day. love you buddy!=)
-feel the vibrance
